Rendering of ideas into functional concrete was attempted. Expedient utility without marketability affords a maverick some freedom of anonymity. For lack of popular demand one could tentatively inquire the way instead of building pride. With more quiet time diverse studies and meditation could fit into a long lifetime.
Physical energy was worked up from an emotional drive. Lower emotions have historically driven physical events for better or worse, but creative freedom can aim at peaceful goals. Given a chance, impersonality can drive better rather than can pride, but that was hard to learn.
Admittedly the finish work and polish was never attempted as the raw work dragged on, part time. (Mostly single handed with rare help borrowed from sparse income derived mostly from outside contracting of various kinds of customized services for others.
The video provides illustrated construction notes spanning over a long period of dedicated labor, regardless that it was not for pride or glory. Concepts were tested and time tells all. Relaxed, local regulations permitted it.
After rainproofing was completed, the builder-incentives ceased to stir up the emotional drive and that work stopped. Other duties and concepts took over.
Besides the odd jobs to support this “structural-research” some inner peace had to be found too. Time was devoted towards life-explanatory philosophies, spiritualities, sciences and arts ever since since youth.
In this case art was integrated with hands-on engineering. Rather than random forms, or conventional ones, a heart-based spirituality prioritized harmony, and starting from inexperience to search for an eclectic amalgamation. This was a seeker's long aspiration.
The original landing page was a graphical Menu of promoted services, and was also intended to inspire cheerful living. Little text was included and continual updates were added. As of 2026 most of the content was removed to make way for a new focus on hylozoics. May good things be replaced with better things, and still better things if that is possible.
A visual menu previously promoted creative services on this website: Attempts are made to restore some of the content when possible.
Previous Headings:
" Imagine ~ Design ~ Build"
1990s Photo edited Promotion
Could independent people
somehow assist evolution?
Healthy imagination could
provide some attraction,
design would employ
sciences & engineering,
and building is really lifting
and moving of parts
properly fitted into a final resting position.
Outlines of precisely formed polygons had long motivated attempts at winding coils about their symmetries to test and observe the electromagnetic and patterned resonation effects. To see what would happen.
Visualization and actualization took many forms and electromagnetism was a foundational panorama for exploration and explanations.
Exploratory geometry taught perspective of structure. Long hours of exploratory 3d computer modeling could relax the physical stress and utilize winter hibernation.
Visualizations inspired by nature and life were occasionally, (crudely) published for serendipity. This earnest goal met with vast learning curves, struggling along with ego-remediation, and a maverick’s lack of tact in the dominantly commercialized business world.
Reposting parts of this older, graphical, landing page attempts to show how an individualistic life stumbled around for directions, sometimes with a joyful sense of humor, and sometimes overly-indulged, but more importantly how just barely enough sensibility could in fact maintain health and uprightness, through decades.
Isolated lifestyle allowed exploration of harmonious integrality, while sorting out practicalities. In a much later retrospect, the writer's small earnings happily avoided much of the "bad sowing" of society's "default egotism”, and where the bad reaping of society is exacerbated by harmful resource-disposability of short-lived obsolescence, and disharmonies with nature.
Consumerism can be observed as an ecological disharmony. Mass illusions and fictions blocked consciousness development. Over-coming a consensual trance of consumerist habits took decades to work through and to find alternative solutions, bit by bit. Multifaceted awarenesses could gradually grow.
A difficult and disciplined adventure is rarely popular, but how else is harmless success obtained at the end of a roiling age? Efforts of plain inspiration sought for available ways.
The decades of earlier promotional efforts to sell sculptural ideas had averaged little over a minimum wage. These occupations lost income from sales for lack of investors in visions as partly illustrated here.
Modeling and graphical promotions could at least make webpages when the public internet began inventing itself in the 1990s. A glorified physicality wasn’t achieved, but rather just a determined, searching vision.
Actually it took decades to find the right books to sort out many, long collected hypotheses, because translations into my native language of English arrived on the internet only later in my life, at age 69, (during the year 2018). Finally a seeker’s aspiration could test tenable explanations which connected ideas and inklings to see how life could balance its paradoxes and difficulties.
Some reflective ideas gleaned from repeated readings through the books of Pythagorean hylozoics, was preferable after five decades of searching blindly for better and better explanations of life.
Hand building a rural life on a low income was found fitting for rural exploration, as compared with prior, more conventional living experiences.
Finally a more helpful and releasing perspective came to explain mankind’s hangups as: Longstanding problems of glut and glory still desired by modern civilization. An individual’s cheerful perspective is attempted on this link:
The graphics, commentaries and coding of this website are a continuing work in progress. (By Bo Atkinson in Maine USA). Notice of typos or technical issues are welcome here
Almost all of the content here politely dissociates itself from scholasticism and institutionalism in general. Helpful, more intricate knowledge than sagacity is promised by hylozoics.
